Today marks the second I’ve had to pick our daughter up from school due to problems from last Sunday’s seizure.  Wednesday I was optimistic, yesterday a bit concerned, today I wish I could say things were sunshine and rainbow monkeys.

Hopefully over the weekend her muscles will relax more.  No fever, but still getting chills.  Two checks by doctors, rest, Motrin.

And a week of lost school time, but a high grade kid without having been pushed so I’m not really concerned over it.

You do so much and when there’s a point you can’t do anything but be there you sometimes feel helpless, even though common sense says things’ll be ok.

It kind of makes me wonder what life will be like for me in 9 years with the youngest one heading off to college.  Chances are by that time I’ll be more involved with advocacy and other things people get involved with as they get older.  Somehow I don’t think the flow of riding a Harley into the desert is going to come to fruit…I’ll be to concerned of keeping a home front going in case the kids need to fall back on.

Time for more coffee and a danish. A bit of browsing for some HDMI switches, and a bit of EVE before some uninterupted rest before that which is NOT ‘so much cooler online’.